Lindsey's Journal
l i n d s e y
. Wednesday, June 30, 2004
I love being totally denied access to a concert. F Headliners, and FUCK you. Haha...anyways, so I didn't have an ID, and Beth and Jenn were most def. 15. Apparently 16 and over was the rule...too bad it said "all ages" on everything. Liars go to hell. But I mean we DID get to meet Crossfade, so that wasn't a downer. At all. They said they'd "try" to get us in but I think they "lied." So yeah, we went out to Carolina Wings and had worldly conversations...very exciting. Then everyone came back here and watched Zoolander, the greatest movie ever. Good times all around...
So today I took Beth and LG to Five Points to go to Yesterday's b/c...dun dun dun... MARK works there. But we DEFINETELY almost got in a wreck on the way there b/c I was "driving like I was the only one on the road." So he came and chatted for a short while, while we ate our less than yummy meals...And THAT was some uncomfortable pause-age. But ah anyways, we then went to Luna's. WOW...I mean if there was ever a definition of OVERpriced clothes, that is it. And then to Creative Kids [reliving our childhoods:)] and then to Starbucks [Y-U-M] and then to Salty's. So all in all, we had fun. But Mark..ick. Hah...what a weird kid. And now I must go get ready for Spiderman 2. But after that shit...I'm taking a major break. I gotta get away for a little while. TOO much going on, TOO much money spending, it's out of control.
Lindsey has ended her entry at 03:54 p.m.
. Saturday, June 26, 2004
So, it's cool that the PBC is in shambles and Amanda and Megan E violently hate each other. Yeah. It's awesome.
But most of the girls had an awesome time yesterday @ the zoo ! [Larisa, Kristen, Jenny, Megan C, Michael, Alex, and me] And me and Larisa rode the carousel ! :) Always fun, she was trick riding and messing around...thank God no one caught her. Then we headed over to Baskin Robbins and I saw this girl that went to Mt. Tabor like a million years ago, and I saw Susan ! But then the best part of the WHOLE day, we went to the stripper store ! :) Larisa and I found this outfit that is a MUST HAVE. Too bad it was like $110. I told Michael the TPC was going to have to put on a strip show to raise money for it, and he was down, haha.
Oh my gosh, DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL the other day. How orgasmically incredible ! We [Megan, Beth, LG, and me] had SUCH a good time. And geez, these guys kept macking on Beth and LG...and this kid seriously, he looked exactly like Aaron Carter. So he like walks up and says he's [shocker] 19. I was like "Are you sure?" Then I wanted to pull out Britt's line and be like "I mean, it's cool that you're 14 and all, but could you leave my sister alone?" Hah...but later he ended up smoochin' LG ! It was crazy times. But DC played my two faves ["Bend and Break" and "The Best Deceptions"], so it was extremely awesome.
But back to the PBC being completely like retarded for the past couple days...most everyone has worked their shit out, except Amanda and Megan. I mean, I guess that's gonna take some time, but Amanda doesn't seem to be budging at all. I don't know, we all want her back, but she's like..."Nahhhh." So, who knows. Maybe things will never be the same. But man, most of us sure want them to be. :(
Lindsey has ended her entry at 02:30 p.m.
Just can't do dat... Sunday, May 9, 2004
Saturday:
Carnation making and Walmart shopping! Aw...me and Bethy went to Walmart and we ate lunch and saw people from the old neighborhood...it was extremely saddening. :( But F-U-N too...b/c you BETTER believe we went and looked at some Barbies! :) They have GRANDMA and GRANDPA Barbies now...and they are F-A-T, I tell you what. Then...me and Meg-Peg went to Miss Yellow Jacket...hah. What a JOKE. Like, I think it's fixed...an Asian won two years in a row. Weird. And then we went to Wendy's...and THEN...when I took Peg home...she's trying to call Tony to invite him to the party, and MARTHA picks up. So she straight up HANGS up, so I tell her to hand me the phone and I call him back, she pick up again, so I say "Hey homegirl...give Tony the phone!" Trick knows who's boss. Hah ;) But anyways she got to talk to him, so I was happy. :) Sunday:
Happy Mommy's Day! :) I got my mommy a facial and a manicure, hope she'll have fun w/ that. And church and PG's Youth Sunday...another joke. Out to lunch w/ G-Ma, Chris, Allison, and my family @ Ruby Tuesday's. Then home-->the parents come home w/ a check from Dee for $500 for both Beth and me. Whoa. Shocker major.
In other news...Erica's on a break with Grichard. Hah..she doesn't even like him...and Dan's talking to me. :) Love the boy...haha.
Lindsey has ended her entry at 08:34 p.m.
Monday, May 3, 2004
Okay so this weekend was *fUn*. Just joshing.
So...I mean the Sound of Music was 3 hours and 10 dollars I can never get back. Hey, but my girls were good in it! :) Unfortunately...the ONLY good. Hell, one of the Von Trapp kids was B-L-A-C-K. I didn't know they had black Austrians!
And then Sunday I realized, hey! I had a concert @ 3 [cancelled if raining]. I think you could probably guess what happened next. Oh it rained, it freakin' poured. And then youth that night. Yeah, it was *really* cute how PG planned the ENTIRE Youth Sunday, and no one knew ANYTHING about it...yeah, REAL cute. So Roxanne and I talked to PP about maybe next year, the YOUTH having some involvment in YOUTH SUNDAY. I don't know...just a thought! ;)
Still haven't talked to d.e.e...:(
Lindsey has ended her entry at 05:54 p.m.
[sigh] Friday, April 30, 2004
What a fucking annoying day.
3 on the AP multiple choice, Mrs. Sawyer...what a fuckin' rude bitch, just STOP thinking you're the only with problems...chick I love you...but PLEASE..., Davis I swear on my mother that if you keep pissing me off we WILL HAVE PROBLEMS...one of us is ending up with broken legs and it sure as hell isn't me, MRS. HARVIN WASN'T THERE FOR MY FUCKING APPOINTMENT, WHAT A FUCKIN' CRACKHEAD! If she fucks up my schedule...someone else is rollin' out of DF in a wheelchair. BETH WENT TO SEE MEAN GIRLS WITHOUT ME, oh it's ON now.
Work wasn't bad though. I heart Leann & Erica! :)
Dan and I got in a fight, and I just don't know what to say anymore. He's...so great...and nothing I say is gonna make him realize how horrid I feel. Can he honestly care that much? It's not like it was serious...but one thing...I am tired of hearing about Casey. I think he loves her.
Jealously is a bitch.
"The Sound of Music" & KP's SuRpRiSe p a r t y is t o m o r r o w ! :) Yay!
xXxPBCxXx girls,best in the world ! :)
Lindsey has ended her entry at 11:15 p.m.
. Tuesday, March 9, 2004
"Silly girl!"
Anyways...EriCa called Sarah a pregnant tramp. I'm gonna kill that fuckin' whore. One of these days, Alice...POW right to the moon...yeah but Sarah's babies are boys! [she says Jayden and Jordan] Aw...I think maybe some people are glorifying the fact that she's having *twins*, I don't know if she realizes the full ramifications of having babies at age 17. But I'm not pregnant...so I really don't know. :/
So...uh...Showstoppers next year? Makes me kinda nervous just *thinking* about it. I just don't know...if I take everything I wanna take AND double-blocked SS...AND I have job, it's gonna be a rough senior year for Lindseyboo. Anyways...here's my proposed schedule:
Advanced English, Honors/AP Econ and Gov, Intro to Calc [no AB I think...or maybe I will...I just don't know], Bio II Adv., AP European, Choir [maybe two choirs], and some random study halls. That sounds like a p-l-a-n to me!
Well, I must go get ready for work...even though I feel like I wanna keep typin'. Geez monetti. Peace! :)
Lindsey has ended her entry at 05:48 p.m.
. Sunday, February 29, 2004
_LuThErIdGe_WeEkEnD_
Yay...good times! Even though I did have to go up on Saturday...practice was horrible, and the clinician was less than what I expected. But everything was still fun...Caroline [aka ChArLiE hah], Jake, Drew, Jessica, *Lutheridge Mom* and I all had an awesome time @ the mall. But me and Charlie found nothing at Wet Seal, and boy were we mad...but oh well...always next year.
So THIS week should be fun...here's how it goes: Monday-DMV and practice--Tuesday: Pep Talk @ 4:30, Precal test and study group--Wednesday: APUSH test, Lenten Service, choir, and babysitting--Thursday: Sleep that day right away--Friday: Mom to Cali...sleep @ Britt's--Saturday: Work from 8-12, 1st Baptist @ 1, 4, and 7. Wellll geez...
Lindsey has ended her entry at 09:33 p.m.
. Monday, February 23, 2004
ACT: 25
SAT: 1260
I'm not gonna lie. I'm not altogether disappointed with those! But anyhow...
School has actually been okay lately...and I love this. I have 4.2 and I'm not complaining.
There's no current drama...which is even BETTER! And...I just want to say that...
There's a way to cut down on drama in your life...remove the people who create it. And that really all there is to it...I haven't talked to May in a while...but apparently Miss Thang is "in love" with a guy! Well...this is certainly news to me! I thought she had a thing for Oliver. ??? Definite confusion. But oh yeah...I finally saw Jordan again! We've gotten to work together for the past two Saturdays, and it's been pretty good...catching up about stuff from like...8 years ago. [kiss the clock] I still haven't chatted it up with Cat...and I want my damn sweatshirt back before I have a fucking anuerism about it...and oh YES...Lindsey will be in attendance at the AEROSMITH/CHEAP TRICK concert. Meg-Peg wanted me to come, and how could I refuse that? Apparently our seats our good...so I am way excited about that...I haven't talked to Dan in like...a week...that's depressing me. :/ I sent him a message the other day with "Wonderwall" lyrics on it...guess he didn't like those too much! He's apparently almost dating/dating this chick named Casey...needless to say...I'm a jealous girl. I'm gonna leave with some LOST & FOUND lyrics! STEIN AUF! :)
"Now it may seem funny
But what's so funny?
It may seem strange but what's so strange?
Everybody in the whole world matters
Everybody has a place."
Lindsey has ended her entry at 05:48 p.m.
. Thursday, January 15, 2004
Whoa...I'm so over with Cat. It's so done with. I mean...I don't even know what to say to the fact that she is a complete liar and fake. I mean...I DEFENDED her...and I ended up being wrong...b/c SHE lied. This is so effin' typical...I don't want to see her, talk to her, or hear about her. She's done so much shit to me and Britt, and I'm so over it. Why should I sit there and be the friend that you only use when you need them? Has Cat ever done anything for me? The whole Nalbone, virgin thing...it's out of control. I know Britt will probably go right back to being Cat's *best friend*, but I'm tired of the charade. Britt can do whatever the *hell* she wants...SHE's the one getting played and ditched. Beth's even pissed. I'm just NOT subjecting myself to ANY more Catherine.
In other news...nothing. Dutch Fork is SUCH a penitentiary. 1 and a half more years to parole! :)
Lindsey has ended her entry at 05:21 p.m.
. Friday, September 19, 2003
School sucks.
Lindsey has ended her entry at 06:49 p.m.
Blah! Saturday, August 9, 2003
Dude wicked long time since I posted...
Anyways...school in less than a week. That is so horrible. And depressing. I have little to nothing done on my AP US work. It's pathetic. But, I guess I'm glad to be going back. I mean, summer is getting seriously, SERIOUSLY lame. School will just give me something to do.
Dutch Fork High School has once again succeed in completely ruining my schedule. They didn't sign me up for AP US [even though I turned in a waiver and had to go through HELL to do it] and also instead of AP Seminar, they have computer programming listed. No...no...no..I'll probably have to completely rearrange my entire schedule just to put AP and AP Seminar in it. SO annoying. At least I can *drive* to school in my *sexy* car!
Ah...last night was fun...MegPeg, Mischa, and I went to the DF scrimage and met up w/ Publicover. It was wicked fun. And I saw my favorite person :). "Ken Doll" as Meg likes to say. Hah...
Lindsey has ended her entry at 01:59 p.m.
. Sunday, June 22, 2003
Whoa...LONG time since I posted...
Anyways...I just got back from John's Island...it rocked! :) We had such a good time...me and Roxanne had an awesome time and stuff...we got to know each other really well...and everyone got along really well too. And unfortunately Lindsey has somewhat of a thing for Chuck :( SO not good considering...I guess I just wanna make him good. Out of all the attractive guys @ LCY...I want Chuck? Pleaseeeee...gah, it was SO annoying this week...Patrick decided it would be cool to be like Chuck and Wes and hate on Mary and Sarah. It was wicked uncool...Pat's a follower, what can I say? And Megan and Jason were DEFINATELY all over each other all week...and so were Scott and Mary...and then yesterday Scott asked Roxy if he should ask her out! :) That's soooo cute :) Anyways...like 6 more weeks til school...gah I gotta start readin some books. :( Anyways...later days!
Lindsey has ended her entry at 01:33 p.m.
ZOOLANDER! Sunday, April 27, 2003
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Haha, Bethy and I watched that last night. It was AWESOME as per usual. And then earlier that day...Beth and I went out to Atlanta Bread and ate some lunch...and then I got Alex's present...and then I went to Alex's party...which was kinda fun, I suppose. So all in all, it was an okay day. :)
Lindsey has ended her entry at 02:41 p.m.
. Saturday, April 12, 2003
Ugh. I was reading Cat's old journals...and they said shit like "Lindsey's the best" and you know...whatever. Yeah...made me pretty sad. But you know, that's okay. I've dealt with not having a real best friend for a very long time...and sure, having a thought-to-be best friend was nice for a while...but good things don't last forever. Good things don't last...especially when they deal with me.
Last night was such BS. Beth had plans to go to LG's house. And that was fine. She didn't get to go to her party...so that's when they hung out. Whatever. Fine. Okay, but Beth and I both know Aunt Donna and Jimmy are coming over, whatever, fine. But then, later, Meg asks me if I want to come over to her house that night. So I say great...I'd LOVE to have something to do. So then, Mom calls and I ask if I can go, if Meg calls and says I can come. She says NO. B/c Donna's coming over. Well, excuse the hell out of me, but uh, is Beth also NOT at the house? Yeah, that's what I thought. Anyways, it turns out that Meg had plans so I couldn't go over anyway, BUT, it's principle.
Lindz, YET AGAIN, doesn't have a life. Even thought it's spring break, even thought I'm this close to having my restricted, I won't be able to do a DAMN thing...you KNOW this...
I'm about ready to just get rid of the whole friend idea...it's just really not worth any of my time anymore.
Lindsey has ended her entry at 05:51 p.m.
. Saturday, March 29, 2003
Wow...the bell retreat...wow. One liners:
"Slutty big boobs Lizzie McGuire" [Beth's new nickname
"Veronica, you have a bubble butt!"
"Have you seen my beachball?"
"They went to London?!"
and the ever-popular: "YOUR FACE!"
Yeah, it sucked pretty bad.
Anyways. Gah...Friday was the worst day...ever...ever. It mean it honestly could not have been worse. Honestly.
Still confused about Cat...whatever...I just don't know if it's worth worrying about. I have too much to worry about...I shouldn't be worrying about a superficial friend.
Lindsey has ended her entry at 02:52 p.m.
Mary's party-- Saturday, March 22, 2003
I'm so fucking tired of being placed on the back burner.
Ya know I could handle Mary ignoring me during the party...I knew this would happen...I KNEW this...and I should have known Cat would ignore me. This has been happening for SO DAMN LONG...and I am so tired of it. I had Ashley erase my name from her phone. That party was SO terrible...we had Meg's mom even pick us up 45 minutes early...Jon left an hour early...it was awful...it was totally clique-y and full of fake bitches. Cat Allen is so damn annoying...she brought like two nasty little guys with her...and Mary just had to fuck every one of 'em. But I don't even CARE about Mary here...she was actually NICE to me...Thanx Mar :) ...BUT...
First thing Cat says to me: "What's up your butt?"
Last thing Cat says to me: "Lindsey's mad at me...haha."
Just for you Catherine George:
If you think you can get away with treating me like crap on some days...and then being my best friend the other days...you're sorely mistaken...and I will no longer be putting myself out there...and looking stupid. I'm just now realizing...that you have never really cared or wanted to be there. So, you can go hang out with your little popular friends...do your thing...but don't do me any favors by hanging out with me. I don't need handouts from you or from anyone.
Lindsey has ended her entry at 08:57 p.m.
Saturday, March 8, 2003
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Lindsey has ended her entry at 03:06 p.m.
Desktop Publishing Friday, February 28, 2003
Definately haven't written in a while...oh well.
YOU ARE COREY. Corey is your typical pill popping
Harvard girl who is just trying to make the
grade. She is also trying to lose her virginity
to Rex Manning. And she has a big fight with
Gina, then tries to "fix" Deb.
Typical day, really.
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I [heart] Empire Records! I'm gonna have to go to Lindz's house to go watch it again.
We got moved into our new house this past weekend...despite obstacles and LAZY MOVERS...but anyway...this week has been pretty uneventful. Except for...Tuesday...when Cat got her car taken away and given back in the same night...yeah...so she's not taking Beth and I to school anymore...blah. That means...Lindz rides the bus! Very not fun...but better than walking. And then Thursday, Cat drove me and Steph home, and Carson and Natalie followed us all the way home...it was pretty funny. Oh yeah, I'm going to Lutheridge today! Yay, I'm riding up w/ Mrs. Irelou, Caroline, and Jake. Should be fun...a whole weekend of bells! Score! Since I'm at school, in a FREE PERIOD [thanx Mrs. Owens :)] I should do some homework. But before I go...
I DEFINATELY met Josh from Captain Easy on Sunday! Whoa...I like WET myself...it was ridiculous...but he's short, it's hilarious. Anyway...now I'm gone...Later :)
Lindsey has ended her entry at 12:55 p.m.
! Monday, February 17, 2003
Oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh...Cat and I DEFINATELY talked to JOSH from CAPTAIN EASY last night. It was wicked awesome! God, I like peed myself. It was so fun...it like made the night so freakin awesome...and now I think tomorrow morning we're going to his house to pick up stickers and flyers to pass out @ school...and he says if we do that we could get on the VIP list and get backstage passes. Whoa dude...of course...OF FREAKIN COURSE...I can't go...b/c of Lutheridge. I never get to do anything I want. Dammit. But Josh [JESUS!] did e-mail me, I about pissed myself again. I'm so happy...and so pissed...gah...
Lindsey has ended her entry at 02:50 p.m.
. Saturday, February 15, 2003
Can I say just one thing? Cheating on your significant other is the most unholy, retched, disgusting, should be punishible by death thing you could ever do to someone...truly awful.
Hmm...anyway. So I went with Cat to the mall today...that was fun...I got Bethy's b-day present...and I got 3 new pins...including a SBTB pin...very awesome. And I got the Jimmy Fallon CD and the Chevelle CD...both good. AND [best part of the day] I was in Hot Topic and guess who walks in but...the guy from Journey's! I just almost died...and then I asked the girl who works there, Sherry or something like that, what his name was and apparently it's *Jeremy*. Hah...he's precious. Lovely day...til now. I have to go do homework. On the WEEKEND, no less. I have to finish math hw, biology hw, do the rest of my 75 notecards due Tuesday, AND write a friggin' JC paper. I mean, really, could it be worse? Oh yes, and I of course have to go to early service tomorrow to do the balloon thing...which I never wanted to do...I was forced into it. AND it's Beth's b-day tomorrow...I mean, really. Everyone's skiing, no one's gonna be there...I'm so not going to Sunday school OR late service..."Psh...bump that!" Oh yeah, we're getting a PacSun at the mall. Good and bad. :/
We are moving in...Friday. I cannot believe it. It's just so not real...Ugh...but the packing...the packing is definately real...REALLY BAD. I *hate* packing...almost as much as I hate unfaithful people.
I think I'm gonna go throw up...I have the thoughts of INFIDELITY on my mind, and just can't get them out. Can't imagine WHY. Damn.
Lindsey has ended her entry at 05:45 p.m.
. Saturday, February 8, 2003
I am literally sick to my stomach with anxiousness.
1. May said she has something to tell me that will upset me...[very scared]...and she said Lyssa and Meisha are at the Chevelle and Trust Co. concert. I wasted a whole night at Miss Wildcat and Brittany didn't even win...!!!
2. Mom said the loan on the house may not come through...if it doesn't...back to being depressed for me.
....Anyway...:(
Lindsey has ended her entry at 11:39 p.m.
. Friday, February 7, 2003
Gosh I hate being lied to.
Anyway. This weekend is now a total bUsT...ends up Cat couldn't come over...for...some reason...I don't know the real reason...so whatever...and I miss my Mommy and I'm so tired...I don't have the energy to deal right now...gah.
You know what would make this better? My Chevelle and Trust Co. concert, but NO. [sigh]
May finished the EW picture...it is *so* pretty...but her Mom wants her to keep it...so whatever floats her boat! :)
I think I'll go put a gun barrell in my mouth, have a great night.
Lindsey has ended her entry at 09:54 p.m.
. Wednesday, February 5, 2003
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
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Lies...all lies!
Lindsey has ended her entry at 08:12 a.m.
. Wednesday, February 5, 2003
Freezer. You feel nothing and wish to feel nothing
so you find peace in the way you think,
however, your emotions are more nuetral than
balanced. Coldness and tolerance can be the
ways of a passive heart.
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Clarissa Explains it All. Little brothers piss you
off and your best friend climbs up a ladder...
But of course that's not weird to you because
you're Clarissa Darling
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Hey Dude! Start your horse and come along, you're
one happenin' dude. Don't get lost out on the
range.
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Legends of the Hidden Temple. You're smart,
intelligent, and have no sense of fashion.
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Eureeka's Castle! You enjoy spending time with your
pet Dragon and doing spells.
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Salute Your Shorts! You enjoy camping out with yer
buddies and playing tricks on your camp
counselors. Watch out for Zeek the Plumber
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Pete & Pete. So, your younger brother has a tattoo
and you don't, what could be worse? At lease
your names aren't Eugene.
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Lindsey has ended her entry at 08:04 a.m.
. Sunday, February 2, 2003
Boring weekend boring weekend...blah.
Rachel said I should put my poetry in the Lit Mag...yeah right! I would get my ass laughed at...
I have way too much homework to deal with this weekend...I already finished my AP notes...now I have to finish Julius Caesar and do notes...then I have to finish my extra credit work for Emma...then I THINK I have some sort of a math test on Monday...and I'm just positive Mrs. Krusen will pull some kind of test...Carson's right...she'd just be better as a bartender. OH...I FINALLY got my schedule changed...I had to waste an entire lunch period to talk to my guidance counselor...but hey it's worth it...so NOW I'm finally in Desktop Publishing w/ Shorty and Rachel...It's completely useless...I'll never use any of these skills I'm quite sure...but it's better than taking Computer Tech I again...anyway...time to go home...
Lindsey has ended her entry at 02:16 p.m.
. Friday, January 31, 2003
You're a Tragic Romantic. Don't worry; Be
happy. Like it's really that easy, right?
Grieving takes time, no matter what you're
getting over. Don't dwell so much on what has
happened and go into the future without
expectations. Healing will come.
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Ugh. That's so true. So maybe I'm not a hopeless romantic like May...but now I'm not just hopeless...now I'm tragic, too. Hmph.
I tried so hard
To be the perfect girl
To be your one and only
To be the one you loved
But I guess I didn't try hard enough
Because the pain hasn't stopped
And the tears still flow
I told you I'd do my best
And I thought my best could be good enough
Now I see, I never had a chance
Your standards were too high
Your expectations too great
Your apathy too much for me to take
You were looking for someone perfect
Well I guess you can go ahead and die
Because the only way you'll find someone perfect
Is to get yourself an angel
Lindsey has ended her entry at 06:46 p.m.
!!! Thursday, January 30, 2003
When do you see a triple exclamation point on my title?! When CHEVELLE and trust co. are coming to Senate Park! AND when tickets are $13! NOW I just have to figure out if it's all ages...AND it is. Gotta find a way to go to that.
Perfect
Am I good enough?
Am I perfect enough?
Is she better than me?
Better than I'll ever be?
If she is, tell me now
I'll be better for you somehow
I'll be amazing, no lie
At the very least, I'll try
I'll give it all away
At just the slighest hint you'll stay
I would give everything for you
Just let me be that someone new
If I can't be that girl
You need me to be
At least you'll know I died trying
To be your be perfect girl
Lindsey has ended her entry at 09:21 p.m.
. Tuesday, January 28, 2003
My profile reads: [throws up]...happy relationships are sickening...happy people are even more sickening...
And it's true...it's brutal to hear people talk about it. Ugh...
Guess what...Catherine is taking me to school now. I LOVE YOU, CAT! And tomorrow I guess we're going to breakfast with Lisa. I love my Catherine, she's the best!
"Now the look in your eye...You know, the look right before you cry... it's always here." -OK Go
My head is about to hit the keyboard...could be "detremental" to my health...YES I know what detremental means. If only I knew if I spelled it right...hmm...
Lindsey has ended her entry at 10:31 p.m.
Thursday, January 23, 2003
DFChickadee: i'm truely offended.....Jon is your NEW BEST FRIEND?! NOOOOOOOO noone can replace ME!......much less ......a GUY!?
DFChickadee: WHAT IS THAT?!
Aw, Cat! I love you!
Hey it snowed today. Swear to God! And they only delayed us TWO HOURS...how about the WHOLE day District 5? Jeebuz...everyone's gonna wreck. Anyway...uh...the funeral was really nice yesterday. I sat by David...and he is probably the nicest guy ever. I just started bawling and he kept asking if I was okay and just being nice. Ugh...it was really hard. I mean, it is hard. But Ali handled it really well...but everyone else...really badly...so anyway...TWO HOUR DELAY...that's trippy...anyway. It's only 7--so I've got another 3 hours!
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. Tuesday, January 21, 2003
Jon is my new best friend...he bought me a Saved By The Bell #1 Fan pin...swear to God I almost cried when I saw it. How he found this before me is beyond me...uh...SBTB! I [heart] Zack Morris!
The visitation was tonite...it was okay :/. Caroline came. And I saw Mallory for the first time in about...ever. Anyways...
Oh yeah I guess we did go out to lunch this weekend w/ Jon and Laura...it was pretty fun. And then we [Meg-Peg and me] went to the mall and met up w/ Cat and BT...bought Cat some jewelery for formal...had a great dinner w/ Meg and her G-parents and parents...ugh SO fun...went home...got Bethy! Went out w/ Cat, Meredith, LG, and Beth to see The Ring...scared the pants off us...went to GOODWILL...my new favorite store. I got a University of Texas A&M hoodie...[definate good purchase] and a t-shirt that says "Ballers" on the front and "Top" on the back w/ a "33." I'm completely in love with it. That would be my weekend...pretty okay...I guess. :(
Funeral's tomorrow...the senior high supposed to be honorary pallbearers so I guess I'm sitting with them. It's going to be really emotional...I just already know. Mmm. Time to go...
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. Sunday, January 19, 2003
Anyways...Mrs. Titus died today. I found out when we went to church...Mrs. Addy told us and I lost it...I ran to the bathroom and bawled...then Mom came in and then Mrs. Wanda...and then Pastor Ginny...ugh...I'll talk about it more later. I'm...uh...really distraught and quite upset about it...it's not real yet, and I don't know if it will ever be.
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. Wednesday, January 15, 2003
Well...don't I feel unloved.
When you say 'I love you' especially when you know they supposedly love you back...THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO SAY IT BACK! Jeebuz... :( Fiiiine fiiine...maybe I just won't say it anymore. You don't know what you have until it's gone, right?
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. Monday, January 13, 2003
Mrs. Titus is doing somewhat worse. Her bloodwork came back badly...and it's not looking good. I just feel like crying and crying...how is Ali not completely falling apart? God...I feel so terrible for her and her family. Why did they have to be put through this...it's not fair. If I had known there were near this many risks...I would not have let my Mom do this. It's so scary...I don't want to go to school tomorrow at all...I just want to be there w/ Ali to make her feel better. Pastor Ginny won't be there tomorrow either...but Pastor Paul will be...Dear God just please please please please please please please please please please please let her come through this. There are so many people that love her...don't take her away from them.
On a lighter note, we got an offer on our house. Now all we have to hear is if the broker will come down off his commission. [shrugs] Nothing's going right...what should make me think this will?
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. Sunday, January 12, 2003
This weekend has been quite a roller coaster...whew...after I got home from Mel's, we went home and packed, then headed down to Beaufort...and had a really, really, awesome afternoon. Hit the outlets, got some wicked awesome clothes...came back...went out to dinner w/ Uncle Danny and Suzy...THEN went back to our ratty ass hotel/motel...and went to the LOUNGE w/ Chris, Aunt Donna, Jimmy, Dad, and Mom. Oh and Beth. And they has Kareoke...it was SO disturbing...so many Red Bank citizen drunkards...and the smoke was so bad in there that eventually Chris, Beth, and I just went back to our room and watched MADE. Then @ about 10 Mom gets a call saying that Mrs. Titus isn't doing well. They think she had some sort of a heart attack. So after about a hour and a half of thinking what to do, we decide to go drive home. Meanwhile, it's 12 am. So we drive back, get to the hospital about 2. Beth, Dad, and I stay to about 3, then go home. Everyone else goes to sleep, but I stay up until about 4:30 waiting on Mom to call so I can know what's going on, but no call so I go to bed. I wake up at about 11 and get ready, Mom's already left for the hospital so...I wait on Beth and Dad to get ready so we can go to the hospital, about as soon as we get there, we go to G-Ma's house and eat lunch, then go get Miller in Irmo, drop him off at the house and then go to the hospital...about 3 to 6...get dinner...come home.
But we did find out today that she is doing better...her temp. is down...her blood pressure is up...and she's responding to touch and sound. That's very good...but...she has a long way to go...and a very long recovery ahead of her. She is not in the clear yet...she's very sick...so everyone's not getting their hopes up...but nonetheless, there is hope.
I hope just for Ali's sake...that she pulls through...Ali needs her Mom...for that matter...so does everyone else.
I love you Ali and Mr. and Mrs. Titus.
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. Saturday, January 11, 2003
Yaaay...I had fun @ May's last night...I slept in a mansion! Wowie...watching LOTR was *awesome*, so glad Mel introduced me to the wonderful world of LOTR. :) Anyway...we talked *a lot* last night...and I'm starting to understand her better...a lot of people have said things like "Why doesn't she just get over Derek?" Which is an ignorant thing to say...Mel is simply a hopeless romantic who believes love should last forever, and when it doesn't, it's not right. Who am I to say that I wouldn't be like that...what if I fell in love with some guy...then he up and leaves me for a girl that looks remotely like me? I'm sure I'd be just like Mel...so from now on, I'm correcting people if they ever say that Melanie should just "get over" Derek. :) It's just not that simple.
MELANIE'S BROTHER IS A FUBU-WEARING THUG!
Overall picture of last night: Having a great time @ Mel's place...talking for about an hour...going to McAllister's...watching LOTR...talking...trying to sleep...more talking...THEN sleep!
I think I'll move into Melanie's downstairs. They'd never know!
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Catherine's entry! Wednesday, January 8, 2003
Catherine is like the *best* friend ever. I admire her so much...she is never afraid to be herself, even if it means some people don't like her. And even though, she doesn't know the difference between the sun and the moon...she's smart, she BEAUTIFUL, and she's the best. I can count on her for anything...if I ever need anything, Cat is there backing me 110%...She's the best I could ever ask for...and we can share our cute clothes!
But if Cat EVER leaves me @ Fallout again...we are SO over! And if she gets too wasted this year, and throws up in my car, I'll never talk to her again. :P...hah...jk.
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I fancy Wizards.
He almost dies in Moria, but you know how wizards are; they refuse to die.
Which culture from Middle-Earth do you fancy?
By Hannah and Dani
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. Monday, January 6, 2003
Zzz...zzz...zzz
Goodness I am sleepy.
Ah, first day back to school. Wasn't so bad really. Jon had cute little pictures of him and Laura. :) They were so cute...AND Jon lost Laura's ring...and she apparently didn't care...I would have flipped a bitch.
Oh...I was really mean to Bianca today. I said something about how just being a Marini doesn't get you everywhere. She took it completely the wrong way and looked like she was gonna cry. She doesn't know it, but I did really feel bad. I meant it to be a joke...but...she just kinda took it the wrong way. [sigh] I apologized and gave her a hug and she seemed forgiving though. Hope she is.
I heard May brought her Legolas doll to school today. Hmm...Oh Melanie...you and your silly distractions...
Hey we're going to Beaufort this weekend. Isn't that great? And apparently we're going shopping in HHI...SOOO can't wait.
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. Friday, January 3, 2003
Iiii need to go call Cat...Beth's going to Kristen's party tonite...so I think Cat and I will go see Maid In Manhattan and then she might come over or something.
Gah...I only have 3 more days [counting today] til school starts back up. Can I handle that? Last thing I need is facing my terrible exam grades...especially World History...ugh...I hate AP.
Alex and I had an interesting conversation last night...
Arbryansc: your the only one i can count on
How nice? He's my brother...AND we talked about how Hassan said that Emily can't stand Alex anymore...she's such a heinous bitch sometimes...why doesn't she just get over herself? Oh yeah...I forgot that's the *impossible*...ugh...I need to call Cat...
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. Wednesday, January 1, 2003
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. Wednesday, January 1, 2003
Last night was such a BuSt...
I had 3 options last night:
1. Cat's church thing--6-1...then go to Cat's house and sleep over.
2.Carson's b-day--lots of drinking--Natalie and Taylor and Haley.
3. Hang out w/ Beth and the 'rents.
Can you even guess which one happened...man, I was THIS CLOSE to going to Cat's and then Dad's like...yeah no. Carson's wasn't really an option...coulda gone though. Sooooo...I was #3 all night...One night...ONE NIGHT I wanted to go out...I ask to go out...oh NEVER...and I can't even go out one night...god, my parents are gonna have to give me up one day...go ahead and do it...Anyway.
This winter break...it's time for it to be over with...I need a regular schedule...
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. Friday, December 27, 2002
...Tonite was like the most fun I have in the longest time...and it was @ a church thing. We were delivering the meals and stuff...and I was with Ali, David, and Ashleigh...and it was "just about" illegal. Hah--it was really fun...haven't laughed that hard in a while...David and Ali are too precious :) So so fun...
O h y e a h . . . Cat slept over last night...that was fun, too...but she made me get up early..."jeebuz!"...9:00 a.m.
"I'd do anything just to hold you in my arms, to try to make you laugh, somehow I can't put you in the past...And I'd do anything just to fall asleep with you. Will you remember me? 'Cause I know I won't forget you..." -SP
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. Thursday, December 26, 2002
Christmas is over...and it was pretty okay :)
Christmas Eve: Went to G-ma's...had to leave @ 7 for church...and it was an okay service...the choir had to sing...and I asked Mary on a scale of one to ten how embarressing it was and she said 7...with 1 being most embarressing...so it was okay, I guess. :) Came back to G-ma's...ate and opened presents...and Allison gave Chris the most precious scrapbook of their wedding...it was sooo cute. She was all on the verge of tears and stuff...it was precious :) This was like the 1st Christmas where I didn't go to the 11 pm service...but I was NOT going to two services.
Christmas: Woke up about 9 and opened presents...my parents are wonderful...then ate breakfast...mmm...and then got ready with all my lovely new clothes...and then G-ma Brenda and Leonard came over...[I fell asleep right in front of them...oops]...then later we went to GG-Ma Koon's house...that was nice...and that's up to today...so yep...LOVELY CHRISTMAS...
"Don't you bring me down today..." -CA
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Talkin to Alex... Sunday, December 22, 2002
"You don't have to say what you did. I already know, I found out from him. Now there's just no chance for you and me, there'll never be. Don't it make you sad about it? Told me you love me, why did you leave me all alone? Tell me you need me when ya call me on the phone. Girl, I refuse, you must have me confused with some other guy. Bridges are burned, now it's your turn to CRY, CRY ME A RIVER." -JT
I hate pop music.
First day off, really off, and my mom schedules a dentist appointment. For like 8:30. Grr...
Why is no one on when I'm in a talking mood...Jeebuz! I miss my Catherine!
So you say you want me back.
For good this time.
Just like everytime before.
And now you're making so many promises.
"I'll never cause you pain."
"I'll love you forever."
"Please believe me."
But I've heard those "promises" before.
And all they promised was a broken heart.
So you say you want me back?
Hmm...hah. Let me sleep on it.
Can someone think up a good name for that? Anyone, anyone?
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. Sunday, December 22, 2002
Okay--I'm feeling this much better: _____.
Melaaaaaniiiieeee is my hero...because I love her and she got me wicked pins...
Oh my goodness. I can't get over the fact that I don't have to go to school tomorrow.
I so want Melanie to be happy. It kills me to see her like she is. I just want her to permanately [sp?] forget Derek and all his mistakes...[sigh] Someone will realize how awesome she is one day and make her forget about...him.
Aw...Jon asked for Cat's # last night :) Precious...
I'm still at a loss as to what will make me truly happy. Well, I know. But then again, I don't.
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. Friday, December 20, 2002
Guess what...we're not moving to Irmo anymore. Wow, saw that coming.
I am in the worst mood I have been in a long time. And you know what the worst thing is? I have no idea how to make it any better.
I've realized lately that my friends talk about themselves way, way, way too much. I don't even bring myself up anymore. It's just not worth it. Like, typical conversation: Lindz's friend- Yeah, so how are you? Lindz- I'm really bad, I had a terrible day... Lindz's friend-Really? Well, on to ME...
I'm really complain-y tonite. And I really hate that, too. I don't want people to think that I'm just some person who complains all the time and really has a hidden agenda of only caring about herself, but this is the only way I can talk about myself. I mean, THE only way.
More depressing news: College is looking grim for me--I looked up info on UNC @ Chapel Hill today...and average SAT score is like 1320...Out of state tuition is over $10,000...I'm so down about it. God, I wanna go there so badly. If I lived in NC, it'd only be like a little over $2,000. [sigh sigh sigh]
I don't even know anyONE who could make me really happy right now...The only thing I wanted for Christmas was to move to Irmo. The only thing...I just wanted a social life...a real one. Screw that, just A life. Blah. Asking too much again.
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. Saturday, December 7, 2002
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. Friday, November 29, 2002
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. Friday, November 29, 2002
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. Thursday, November 28, 2002
Happy Thanksgiving Day :)
Mel's talking to Derek. "Better than nothing."
I have felt so emotionally drained lately, it's ridiculous. I have no energy to fight or be happy. I guess it's just the building up of a bunch of stuff. I honestly shouldn't be complaining. I'm so lucky. If I could have one thing for Christmas, I would want to be truly happy. Happy, no strings. Just happy. You know what else would be nice...for people to act like they care. That'd be really nice too. But, I think we've tried and asked for this before. See what I got from it then?
Going shopping tomorrow morning. Early. With Beth and Mom. I think we're going to the mall or something. Whatever.
Music: "Bother" -Stonesour I don't care what people say Corey Taylor can sing better than he can yell. Slipknot is just the epitome of awful music.
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. Wednesday, November 27, 2002
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. Wednesday, November 27, 2002
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. Wednesday, November 27, 2002
Music: "The Key to Grammercy Park" -Deadsy :)
Elijah Blue Allman...mmm. Can't get better than that.
Mel's writing a book. By my reccomendation, no less.
I cannot stop coughing...I think I'm dying. I've been doing this for a week and a half...it won't go away.
More music: "I'll Be Here Awhile" and "Amber" -311
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! Saturday, November 23, 2002
Oh my gosh. Ashleigh got to meet RASCAL FLATTS last night. Ugh. As if that's not bad enough, I have to see her tomorrow and watch her rub it in my face. SO the last thing I want to do.
Emily broke up with Alex last night. She really didn't give me a straight answer as to why, either. She called me like RIGHT after it happened, too. I really need to talk to Al. Hope he's okay. :( You're the best, bro.
AP and Bio are out of control. In AP, we have to like write this essay [an essay I should probably be doing right now, btw] and then we have to do this like "oral essay" on Tuesday. How come when teacher aren't here, they not only give us busy work, but REALLY HARD busy work? Anyway, on to Bio, on Friday she gave us this lame quiz/test. It was So insane. Half the words on there, I didn't even RECOGNIZE. I think I'll ask her if we can collectively retake it. And then the substitute was all, "This test should not have been a surprise." And I said [out loud],"The only surprise was she didn't teach this." Can't believe I said that out loud...
I was definetely supposed to go dress shopping today with Mary and Meg. Guess they assumed I didn't want to go, because I'm not going to the formal. That's fiiiine.
Hey Mel! Tell me if you're done with that picture! Thank ya :)
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. Thursday, November 21, 2002
Being happy is so nice. I should make an effort to try that emotion more. But...the opposite really works for me better. Emo MDA, hey that's me. I still can't remember what the "D" stands for. [shrug] "BREAK the glass and move on into your own." [Taproot] Song on the radio...
A days are not my favorite. And plus, Kristen said that we have to write an essay tomorrow for Cox. Ridiculous. He's in Disney World--we write essays. Kinda screwed, if you ask me, but you wouldn't. Blah blah blah babbling...I'm really sleepy. Off to bed I go...I guess.
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Weekend... Sunday, November 10, 2002
This weekend was fun...me and Cat went to go see The Ring...by ourselves no less. Oh my gosh, I was SO scared. And blah blah she slept over...fought with Mary like WHOA...went to church...and woo woo and all that. I'm mad too...they cut the best guy from Tough Enough. Oh well. I'm so sleepy. bLaH. Later. BaM.
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... Friday, November 8, 2002
Figured I should make an entry, seeing as I haven't made one in a week or so. Wow, today was funny.
Jon: "Mary and Garrett sitting in a tree...f-u-c-k-i-n-g." Oh my gosh, I just died laughing. Nothing funnier than Jon making fun of Mary. [sigh] And you know what, two people have accused me of liking Jon in a more than friendly way. [shrugs] What are they talking about?
Mel wrote me a note today! And gave me a new way to fold notes! It takes mad skill. I tried to teach Bethy, but you know, she is slow.
We got moved today in Bio. I sit right behind where I used to. And Katie sits in front of me, Phillip sits beside me, and Luna sits behind me. Oh, and Al sits diagonally in front of me. Should be fun. :) I guess.
I have got the Messiah in my head..."And the glory of the glory of the Lord."
BAM
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Poem that I thought of last night... Sunday, November 3, 2002
"What's it like to be important?"
I once asked, and often wondered
What it must feel like to be wanted
To be cared about
To be thought of
Sometimes I wonder if people realize they don't care
Or do they just talk obviously?
Probably the latter
Wouldn't it be terrible to think people know they don't care and keep going?
But then again, cynicism rules my life and thoughts
"What's it like to be important?" I asked
"Oh, you'll never know." They all replied
Bam. Another terrible poem by Lindsey. And by the way, that's dedicated to everyone out there who could give a damn about me.
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. Saturday, November 2, 2002
My AP World essay is gonna be so terrible.
I'm listening to AuthZero. They are so my favorite :)
Lindsey-"I will cut your dick off so you can never ever reproduce." "You must have jumped in the gene pool when the lifeguard wasn't looking."
I really am just not up for school any more this year. And we have like a whole more forever. Ugh. Save me.
Know who makes me kinda mad? Mary. [Just because of the whole Garrett deal. It's mEaN. If I was Catherine...I'd be SO pissed.]
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It's Halloween! Thursday, October 31, 2002
Which doesn't mean anything for me, seeing as I'm not doing anything. Bethy and Laura Grey are trick-or-treating at the moment...must be fun...I wouldn't know. Haven't done it since like 6th grade. Haha. Mike's talking to me again. Don't know why. He's being nice, though. Okay Mel, we've got to figure out this long-distance quote war thing. No one else knows good music, therefore, I cannot have worthwhile quote wars! So FIGURE IT OUT! Hehaw. Oh my gosh. If Teddy and Miller bark again, I'm going to have a cow. In the immortal words of ARB: "Get out of my house." Haha. ARB and ER are still debating as to whether they are telling Michelle or not. Kinda MEAN if ya ask me, which they DON'T. So in the other immortal words of ARB: "It's all good in the hood!" Hey I might as well throw in: "Good job, man, good job, man." Haha. Oh wells. B & LG just got back. Guess I'll go chill with those mo's. Later.
Song which everyone should know every word to: "ConSearch" -Three Fourths and Falling [a local Florida band]
Song everyone should listen to at least a million times: "I'd Do Anything" -Simple Plan
Lindsey has ended her entry at 08:08 p.m.
I've got a bad case of the Mondays. Monday, October 28, 2002
Hah, don't you LOVE Office Space? I sure do...ah, I had a pretty good day actually. Overall. Bio was fun...Carson has decided that Mrs. Krusen just forgets to teach entire chapters and I wholly agree. Travis and Sarah broke up :( She was so sad today. I gave her a hug and told her "If you love someone let them go, and if they come back they're yours forever." I hope she feels better, I love ya, Sarah! Bianca Marini will be the end of me. I feel quite certain. I have a B in Math! Oh yes...not a good B though. Same in AP World...a B...but not a good one. [86-87] [sighs] What can I do? I'm dumb as a brick...I'm bringing Jon black nail polish on Wednesday! Hah, he had his thumbnail Sharpe-ed, so I told him I'd bring him some. In fact, my lovely nails and black and pink [middle] right now! :) Ah...I miss the quote wars. I need a quote war. No one else knows good music. BAH. [Thanx for the Quote War Queen comment, Mel!] I wonder how much abuse I'll have to take from David and Hassan tomorrow. It's embarressing. Maybe I'll just be totally silent tomorrow. Yeah, no talking. Oh yeah...Al and Em went to tha movie this weekend...and DAMN I am tired of hearing about her love life. Yeah, it's nice that they're dating, but GOSH, do we REALLY need to discuss it all the time? Hell, maybe I'm jealous. Not of Em having Al...just that she has someone. Oh well, absolutely NO MORE complaining. We all know perfectly well Lindsey has nothing to be complaining about. I was going to write something else. Hmm. It's left me. Oh wells...later days.
Lindsey has ended her entry at 08:11 p.m.
Lindsey wrote a poem...shocked? Me too... Friday, October 25, 2002
Here's my goofy little poem that I wrote in SAT verbal...really...it's sad. I mean, sad as in I can't wrote poetry. Here ya go:
Drained, that was me
Drained of any feeling, thought or emotion
You drained me
Of my life, my love, my idenity
You stole them, as if they were your own
And disregarded them
Like meaningless trash
And I loved you and I stayed
But now that's over
Times have changed
I don't have to take your commands, your dirty looks
Now I can face tomorrow, knowing I can do better for myself
But, can I say the same for you?
Lindsey has ended her entry at 07:31 p.m.
. Tuesday, October 22, 2002
Mel says that everyone who she created a blogg for isn't using it. Shows what she knows! [jk] Speaking of Mel, I haven't seen her in forever and a day. MEL, come and visit me in AP World! It'd make my day. :) Oh well, it's laaate. Late for ME. Which is early to everyone else.
"You know that you wrong, you know that you were wrong, continue on your search, find where you belong." -Three Fourths and Falling
I found that rather...inspiring. That's my new favorite band that Dan introduced me too...they're LOVELY...Mike, the lead singer...is just...oh my...can't even explain how much I love the voice. Off to bed for me...I'm sleepy, geez.
Lindsey has ended her entry at 09:58 p.m.
Do I look like a liar to you? Sunday, October 20, 2002
1st: Melanie and Derek.
2nd: Krysten and Sean.
3rd: Emily and Alex.
Thanks for telling me, Al! Love you too! Now, go dig a hole and die.
...My friends [most] suck. They never tell me anything. They just conveniently "forget." It's so lame. Am I just that unreliable? Do I have "I lie" and "Don't tell me ANYTHING!" written all over my face? These people are supposed to be some of my best friends, and they don't tell me anything. I was the last to know about Mary and Taylor...and Cat G....and now it's Em and Al.
Al is supposed to be like one of my good friends...and he won't tell me about anything in his life. Whenever there's something he needs to tell me, it's "Lindsey, don't ask." Well, then he tries to be cute and ask ME what's wrong. Why am I going to tell you if you can't tell me? Fine, I won't ask and I won't talk to you. Take that, you schmuck. Trust is a two-way street. It's reciprocal. It's trust's nature. [hah, Beth] Gah, just get some balls already. Okay...enough bitching. Off to church I go...
Lindsey has ended her entry at 09:05 a.m.
Chuck Taylor's... Saturday, October 19, 2002
what color chucks are you?
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Sure...I have the black ones, but I need the other million colors!
Lindsey has ended her entry at 01:29 p.m.
...Tuesday... Tuesday, October 15, 2002
PSAT today.
Not a lot of fun.
But I did only have one class today. [Latin] Which was the most ridiculous thing I have ever done. He gave us like a PRACTICE "exam" as the sub called it. Whatever, she's crazy.
Melanie, I LOVE YA! [hugs hugs hugs] Never forget it :)
Lindsey has ended her entry at 07:42 p.m.
Saturday, October 12, 2002
"If you've ever been too drunk to fish...If someone asked to see your ID and you show them your belt buckle...If everyday someone comes to your door mistakingly thinking you were having a yard sale...If you go to the family reunion looking for women...If you've ever cut your grass and found your car...you might be a redneck." -Jeff Foxworthy
He's a god. :)
Lindsey has ended her entry at 01:22 p.m.
--Saturday-- Saturday, October 12, 2002
"WHO'S YOUR DADDY?! Who's your baby? Who's your buddy? Yeah, who's your friend?" -Toby Keith
Isn't country music the best...haha...no it's not. It's the worst...and I love it. Saturdays are fun...especially when you wake up late and find out that in the next 45 minutes Anna is coming over to go to the mall with Beth. Supergood, right? Yeah...well...I guess I'll just have to go with them and sulk into Hot Topic and spend my money. I hate that. "Time and time again you'll think about yourself before you think about me." -Papa Roach Lovely. . . Maybe I should call someone to come with me to the mall . . . that could be potential fun. Considering I never do anything with my friends. I should really call Lindz...I never do anything with that girl. Hmm...What should I do for my birthday party . . . I'm out of ideas :/ Suggestions? Anyone?
Lindsey has ended her entry at 01:14 p.m.
Life is really...blah. Thursday, October 10, 2002
Jimmy Eat World-"A Praise Chorus"
Are you gonna live your life wonderin' standing in the back lookin' around? Are you gonna waste your time thinkin' how you've grown up or how you missed out? Things are never gonna be the way you want. Where's it gonna get you acting serious? Things are never gonna be quite what you want. Or even at 25, you gotta start sometime. I'm on my feet, I'm on the floor, I'm good to go. Now all I need is just to hear a song I know. I wanna always feel like part of this was mine. I wanna fall in love tonight. Are you gonna live your life standing in the back looking around? Are you gonna waste your time? Gotta make a move or you'll miss out. Someone's gonna ask you what it's all about. Stick around nostalgia won't let you down. Someone's gonna ask you what it's all about. Whatcha gonna have to say for yourself? I'm on my feet, I'm on the floor, I'm good to go. Now all I need is just to hear a song I know. I wanna always feel like part of this was mine. I wanna fall in love tonight. Crimson and clover, over and over. Crimson and clover, over and over. Our house in the middle of the street, why did we ever meet? Started my rock 'n roll fantasy. Don't don't, don't let's start, why did we ever part? Kick start my rock 'n rollen heart. I'm on my feet, I'm on the floor, I'm good to go. So come on Davey, sing me somethin' that I know. I wanna always feel like part of this was mine. I wanna fall in love tonight. Here tonight. I wanna always feel like part of this was mine I wanna fall in love tonight.
Thank you for exsisting, Jimmy Eat World. :)
Lindsey has ended her entry at 06:48 p.m.
Tuesday...I guess... Tuesday, October 8, 2002
*looks at the current world's population* You must have a lot of frustration then.
What pisses you off?
Created by ptocheia
Stupid people DO piss me off...gah... Hey, why isn't anybody online when I'm in the mood to be social? Oh, the paradoxes of my life...
Lindsey has ended her entry at 08:45 p.m.
My new awesome journal Mel made for me...yay... Sunday, October 6, 2002
I LOVE YA MELANIE! Thank you! :)
Lindsey has ended her entry at 09:39 p.m.
